That sentence pretty much covers everything i want to say.
It's almost been a year since i have graduated from my beloved high school yet i still can't adapt to it well and i don't know why. I just can't be as happy as i was. I miss my old life. I really want it back.
After i've graduated from high school, my burdens kept being heavier. I should worry about a lot of things : work, college, cashflow, family, old friends, new friends and relationship, whereas in high school i just need to worry about my study and how was i going to spend my free time back then. It's ironic. I don't have much free time right now. I can't even finish reading a novel within a year. Whenever i had free time, i would choose to sleep. Sleeping is my remedy.
I know i'm not a child anymore and i can't whine, but my life at work is really not nice, it's stressful, full of pressure. Honestly, i dont enjoy it. I never enjoy it even for one second except when it's holiday. Maybe it's because of it that i can't move on from my old life. I had a pretty nice life last year and it has transformed into a hell.
Oh man, i just miss my high school friends so damn much. I miss you guys. I wish i could still laugh with them in the class wearing high school uniform and be the reckless girl like what i was back then. it's shameful that i'm crying right now. I just feel it's unfair that my happiness has been robbed away by time. h.a.h.a
Yeah. I'm really pathetic right now, aren't i?
Please give my happiness back,
The desperate girl.
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