Oops.. I Break My Own Promise

Hi there :) This is my first post about my personal life.

Here it is.

Since I was in junior high school, I always felt that falling in love wasn't necessary, especially falling in love at this moment. It was way too young. I'd made a promise to myself that I would never date any guys before I had finished my school. School, family, and friends were my top priorities, and I never thought of any guys. When I said 'any guys', celebs weren't included of course :p

So, recently I've been thinking much about this. I reconsider, and then I realize that I, myself, don't know whether it's a wise decision or not. I've seen some of my friends falling in love with each other, and it's so sweet <3. Sometimes jealousy does cross my mind when I see a romantic couple hangs out in front of my eyes (I'm sorry, but it just occurs).

Then I thought : "I really wish that we could be a perfect couple, too", "Could we be together one day?"

I really have messed up my mind. Really.

I'm afraid that I will break the decision I've made.

Then, I realize one thing: I don't have a partner (what a shame).

I don't even have someone I've fallen in love with.

Well, maybe I'm attracted to 'someone', but that's it. I haven't fallen in love, yet.

I can rescue myself and wake me up from this nightmare at this time.

Yeah, at this time.

I mean, I don't know what will happen at the future.

One day, if I break the promise I've made to myself, what will happen? Nothing!

Hey, it's my life. I don't want to be tied by my own promise.

I will live my life without burden now :)

un-tied

breaking the chains

I am free

With love,

Elisa.