Hi there :) This is my first post about
my personal life.
Here it is.
Since I was in junior high school, I always felt that falling in love wasn't necessary, especially falling in love at this moment. It was way too young. I'd made a promise to myself that I would never date any guys before I had finished my school.
School, family, and friends were my top priorities, and I never thought of any guys. When I said 'any guys',
celebs weren't included of course :p
So, recently I've been thinking much about this. I reconsider, and then I realize that
I, myself, don't know whether it's a wise decision or not. I've seen some of my friends falling in love with each other, and
it's so sweet <3. Sometimes
jealousy does cross my mind when I see a romantic couple hangs out in front of my eyes (I'm sorry, but it just occurs).
Then I thought :
"I really wish that we could be a perfect couple, too", "Could we be together one day?"
I really have messed up my mind. Really.
I'm afraid that I will break the decision I've made.
Then, I realize one thing: I don't have a partner (what a shame).
I don't even have someone I've fallen in love with.
Well, maybe I'm attracted to 'someone', but that's it. I haven't fallen in love, yet.
I can rescue myself and wake me up from this nightmare at this time.
Yeah, at this time.
I mean, I don't know what will happen at the future.
One day, if I break the promise I've made to myself, what will happen? Nothing!
Hey, it's my life. I don't want to be tied by my own promise.
I will live my life without burden now :)
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un-tied |
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breaking the chains |
I am free
With love,
Elisa.